Today, was the start of the days that I was dreading to come around.I had to intend a briefing on Liam's Afghan tour! It was quite honestly the most miserable meeting ever! The briefing discussed our welfare and obviously our loved ones welfare whilst they are on tour.
The officers in charge tried to make it sound as though they were going to a holiday camp because there are PS2's and DVD players on camp, whilst not trying to make address the fact that Liam will be in a war zone.
To be honest I am dreading when he leaves me in 6 weeks! I keep thinking to myself it is only 4 months then he will be home on R&R, but 4 months without seeing him will be hell! The day I have to pick him up when he has completely finished tour after 6 months will be the happiest day ever for me! Because I know then my life and his life is not on hold any more. You are probably reading this and thinking your life isn't on hold Emma, you have university to keep you going, and Bullet to think about etc, but, yes it will be on hold because until I know Liam is home safe I am going to worry like hell and I won't feel right without him next to me by my side.
When we are together we are inseparable we are like two peas in a pod, and unless you are in that kind of relationship yourself, you would not understand.
I know that I will be able to cope fine, it's not like Liam hasn't been away before he has been to California for 2 months, Afghan for 7 weeks, and lots of exercises, so I know I can do it! It will just be adjusting myself to the fact that he won't be around every other weekend or he won't be on the end of the phone when I need to talk to him because uni is stressing me out or I just want someone to cheer me up!
But hey ho! I'm just so grateful I will have my friends and my family!
Rant over!
